Small yet Scarred So Deep

Tiap kali ada berita kematian anak kecil, hati aku hancur.
Ada kesedihan terdalam yang tak dapat aku elakkan.

Kau faham tak perasaan ibu bapa yang terpaksa hidup dengan kerinduan yang tak berkesudahan?

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It never heals.

We just sometimes forget for awhile because we too busy with our daily life.

But when time start to slow, and the night darken  the missing part of yours start to crushing in so deeply. You even barely to breathe because sunken in the tears that you keep during the day.

Maybe some of them secretly pray to God to take their soul early for them to meet their little one in heaven.

And somehow, can't even pray for that because they still have other children that need them in this dunya.

As for that, they could just give some peace in their heart by saying.. "wait for me my little baby.. I'll come to you when its time.."

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They cry, everyday.

Secretly.

Every night.

And fight to live, everyday.

Tho their heart was torn into pieces.

Shattered.

Some pieces, to love and live for those that still alive.

Some pieces, to miss and mourn for those that already gone.

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Aku doa, setiap yang merasa kehilangan, 

diberi kekuatan, ketabahan untuk sentiasa hidup dengan bahagia dimasanya yang masih ada ini.

Aku tahu, rasa itu takkan pernah hilang.

Cuma aku harap, kau takkan selalu bersedih.

Aku yakin, tuhan akan selitkan kebahagiaan dalam kehilangan itu.