Busy

Not everyone wanna ask if you okay or not.
Even you seems not to be okay.

They still don't  care to ask.

Because everyone is busy taking care to themselves.

For Me To Remember

Sedang aku tengah elok membaca buku dalam bilik kesorangan, aku mahu ambil barang dilaci tepi..

"Takkk..", bunyi barang jatuh.

Tiba-tiba si kecil masuk dan memanjat katil.
Senyum yang sangat gembira. Seolah mendapat buah kegemarannya.

Memanjat pula ke atas aku. Memeluk aku. Masih senyum dan gelak gembira.

"I shall keep this smile in my memory...", getus hati aku.

Senyuman anak membuatkan aku terfikir, how on earth ibu bapa boleh mengeluarkan kata yang begitu kasar.

What they do to deserve that?

They just plainly a kid.

Sometimes it's not the kid need to be corrected. But us.

Our ego.
Our temperament.
Our speech.

I've been heard a lot of nasty word that parents said to their kids.

Kadang-kadang rasa sedih yang teramat.
Why.
And how could you.

Fix your heart.

Minta maaf if you said something hurtful to your kids before they become adult and hold the disappointment in them.