27.10.18

Done

Disatu sudut,ada seorang gadis.
Dia menangis sendirian.
Dan berjanji pada dirinya sendiri,
untuk tidak menjadi seperti orang-orang itu.



What had happened, I will let it go.
I will keep my mouth shut and ignore all your  nasty words and favouritism.

You have your part.
And I will go through mine.

I guess, some people will never change.

I rest my case.

10.10.18

Era Media Sosial

Sometimes,people they don't want the answer or suggestion.
They just want the likes.
    

Sosial media sekarang lain daripada zaman 2000an dulu. Dimana dulu ada Friendster, Myspace. Itu kira sudah in trend.

Tapi platform tu bila betul-betul dipakai we could create friendship out of it.
Yang very sincere.

Blog juga one of it.

But now, orang dah tak pakai Friendster, Myspace lagilah.
Yang menulis di blog pun tak ramai dah.

I keen to read my fav writer to write back in their blog.I like the humor, the empathy, the concern, the sadness that they poured in their thought.

Dulu kita update the entry in our bloglist. Now, last entry pun 8months ago.
Tho tak menulis sekerap dulu. I still write in here once in awhile.

Rindu.

Rindukan penulisan sendiri yang benar-benar mencerita apa yang terbuku dihati.

Disini, seakan lebih jujur. Bukan untuk meraih likes, loves, mahupun seen.
Its for us to read back our own thought.
Ianya adalah pesanan kepada diri sendiri.

29.9.18

Wish You A Good Life

I value my relationship with my close friend and family.
But as time goes by, life pressured us more than we realized.

We started to ignore people around us.
And treat them badly.

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For quite some times, I have one of my good friend that I considered my most rightest person.
And I though I was the same in her life (or at least quite important..?).

Eventually, times tell if we are or not.
and sadly I wasn't  "that" important. But this is life. I couldn't beg people to make me as their best person. Maybe, just maybe.. I wasn't do good enough. I guess.

So, from that moment, I took my path and just be as neutral as I could.
No more asking like I really care.

Just, a glance of Hi and Hello.

But hey, I still consider all of you as my best person till now.  Thank you for the time that you cared. I really appreciate it.

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The pictures I keep.
With good people in my life, just make me feel ..
I am blessed.

Tho we no longer seeing each other anymore.


It's okay.

I wrote this down, because I miss the moment we exchange stories and laugh.
and care about each other.

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I wish everyone that I know, a good life.
A happy and peace life.






Permintaan

Kita ni manusia yang terlalu-lalu dalam meminta.

Tanpa sedar, permintaan kita itu seolahnya percuma.

Syurga itu tidak percuma.

Ada ujian buat hamba-hambaNya.

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Ya Allah, tidak kira besar atau sekecil mana ujian itu.

Berikan kami kekuatan, kesabaran dan ketabahan dalam menghadapinya.

Kurniakanlah kami syurgaMu ya Tuhan kami.

22.9.18

MerinduiNya

I never fave the world.

It's tiring.

In every sujood..

I miss Him.

I miss Him.

Deeply missing my Lord.

Moga tuhanku sudi menerimaku disisiNya, tanpa hisab.

Dalam pengakhiran yang baik, dari sisiNya.