Short Story Series : #1

 I thought we're friends.
Turns out, I'm just a prospect.

Of 16 Years

Barangkali orang ingat aku sudah berubah.

Barangkali ya. Barangkali tidak.

Tapi antara banyak-banyak perkara, aku masih tak boleh tinggalkan atau ubah ialah dunia blogging. Walaupun sudah banyak platform tercipta dan manusia kebanyakkan mungkin sudah beralih ke platform yang terkini.

Tapi aku masih disini. Menulis walaupun sendu. Menulis walupun setahun hanya lima kali. 

Menulis dalam blog sendiri terasa lebih personal dan asli. 

True to yourself kata orang.

Cuma waktu nak menulis tu dah tak sebanyak dahulu.

Entahlah, semakin dewasa saat itu berlalu dengan cepat.

Tahu-tahu dah tua. Nak buang masa pun tak sempat. Kah.

Anda pula bagaimana. Adakah rasa semakin muda?

Hehe.

Anyway, take care. May your days always in Allah's blessing.

Truly,

Me-Yang Masih Menulis- Dari 2008 till 2024

Not Your Cup Of Tea

 

"Unfortunately", I'm not a people pleaser to begin with. 
Lots of bridges that I've burned. I missed them but I rather swallow the pain of missing them. 
I put boundaries for some relationship that can't be cut off. 
I don't mind be alone than be with wrong people. 

Wings & Drumsticks

When we have children of our own, we have natural instinct to sacrifice and give them the best of every part in our life.

I've been in those kind of part of my life. Willing to sacrifice and all. But then later in life, I think if we sacrifice too much and all the time, it wasn't normal.

So, sometimes I just didn't give them the best part from roasted chicken that I'm eating.

Why not? 

I already sacrifice so much. But not that wings and drumsticks. 
It's okay. This is normal.

Please eat your favourite food and hold on to it. This is a very least of best thing you could do to yourself. 

Berdamai Dengan Takdir

Why..

When someone close to us died, we tend to blame ourself for not being by their side on their last breath?
As is we knew if they gonna die soon?

"Bila tuhan menentukan sesuatu waktu itu adalah bahagian kita, maka Dia akan mengizinkan kita untuk berada bersama. Jika tidak, maka berdamailah dengan takdirNya...."