Sesumpahku

2.8.23

What is your habit, from study era until now?
"Ctrl + S"

Even I'm on cloud-apps-saving-mode, I will ensure the refresh save button is moving.

Entahlah.

Rasa sakit tidak save kerja tu benar-benar mematahkan hati.

Kini... hati tidak lagi tersakiti dengan cinta.

Tetapi dengan kecuaian diri yang sekecil "ctrl+s".

Begitulah menua ya.

Kita tidak lagi terguris dengan manusia, tapi hanyalah dengan diri sendiri.

Ah pedih.

Who ever thought at some moment, only sambal gesek or any type of sambal that the only the could pair with rice.

I guess, I'm gonna repeat you several times for moments.

Kau tahu apa yang paling menakutkan bila rasa kita sudah mendapat "hidayah"?

Bila kita rasa kita lebih baik dari orang lain.

We leave the group of friends that we thought aren't giving us the good-beneficial-vibes.

What makes it ironic is ;

When Allah question us, why we did not reach that friends towards jannah too.

Kita mengejar syurga. Tapi kita lupa tujuan hidup adalah saling memperingati antara satu sama lain tentang Tuhan.

She cleans, before she leaves.

She clean and remove part of her stuff.

As if, she will be gone.

Soon.

Who knows.

No one knows.

But leaving, is inevitable.

Dealing with people really drained you mentally. Its a silent suffering no matter how much you claim you are people oriented.

This line required someone with selfless nature. Not all could cope with it. Many stop in the middle. Not even worth to sacrifice your peace of mind.