Detach 101 : Teh Ais

 detach of things that could make you feel you depend on it.
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101 : Teh Ais

This is my 6th day of not having it more than I should.
Not more than 1 cup a day.
Or none for a day.

Let's bring it to a month. 

On day 4; Slowly felt intolerable with small things.  I get angry easily. Felt so irritated with humans.

Light headed. 

I even wear my trouser back sided. Oh my. My brain really disfunction a bit.

The withdrawal syndrome really kicks in. 

Its okay. Let's do this.
I can detach myself with this addictive routine. (Please admit, it you can't live without it - it can be considered as addictive..) 

I can do this.

let's slowly detach with things.

I don't want to have a must have thing anymore in my life.

I'm done with this world.

It's never enough.

94:5-6

 

فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا , إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا

“Maka sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan” 

(QS. Al-Insyirah: 5-6)

When I was in my highschool years, I always wondered.. Why babah keep on reciting surah Al-Insyirah during jama'ah maghrib prayer. Is it because it's easy? Is it because it was one of the short surah?

But when I'm getting older..

I realised on the other perspective...

Maybe it just one of the way of babah comforts himself in hard times?

Being adults there're so much things that we couldn't say out loud tho how hard it was.

Idk.

It left me speechless whenever this thought came out to my mind.

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May Allah grant Jannah towards my parents.

Yang Tidak Diungkap

Cinta itu tidak lagi terbukti dengan kata-kata.

Barangkali cinta itu adalah berkongsi makanan walau lapar sekalipun kau tetap memberikan lebih pada si dia.

Dan cinta itu mungkin juga dibalas dengan udang yang dikopek khas untukmu.

Mungkin inilah yang dikatakan orang jawa.. "the unspoken act of love..." 

Apa Ertinya

"Apalah maknanya merdeka, kita sendiri telah jauh dari ertinya.."

Pulang dengan sedikit kekecewaan. How humans become so selfish.

I don't mind you want to celebrate, but put some piece of humanity and common sense in your mind.

Tak payah jauh nak dikenangkan sejarah merdeka.

Hanya perlu kesedaran dalam jiwa.

Kita .... Malaysia.

Masih jauh dari merdeka.

 

No Intention

When people ask, 

How long you plan to stay?

What's your plan in 5 years? 

I simply answered.. 

"I don't have plan to stay for long...." 

"in everything..." 

However, with this mentality.. 

I will give my all to everything I do. 

With that, I'll give my 100% at work. 

I'll love as much as I can. 

I'll listen as well as I could. 

I'll be present as frequent as I must. 

Just that.. 

I don't have plan to stay for long. 

I hope I give lots enough to be felt when I leave.