Chose.

 

When it comes to children and family, I never doubt. 

I'm ready to sacrifice. 

I'm aware of what I've chose. 

May Allah grant such blessing and ease to whomever parents that sacrifices their career over families and those who worked hard for the sake fo their families. 

Without berkira. 

I hope you always be appreciated by people you loved.

Reaching Out

 

The one that no longer reaching out, maybe realised that they actually not the one who is  being needed the most.

Maybe.

Still Surviving

 7 April 2021

People still surviving from economic downfalls due to pandemic.

Covid19

It started at end of 2019.

And still hitting us.

May Allah gives us help during our down moments. 

Tak tahu pada siapa untuk kita bergantung harap. Sememangnya tuhan benar mahu menundukkan kita semula padaNya. 

Ya Rabb. Give us strength to live the life. And keep our faith truthful to you. 

Ramadan bakal tiba. May Allah bring us to Ramadan.May it become a month that could soothe a struggling heart. 

But & Yet

19 March 2021,

Friday

Chaotic.

Yet you felt unheard.

Surrounded.

Yet you don't want to share.

Wanted to be alone.

Yet, there're people you still need you.

So much things in mind.

Yet, couldn't be expressed. 

The soul whom always wander around.

Keep inside squared space.

Trying to find way to channel out the wandering mind.

Upon the choices that has been made.

It's okay.

All this only temporary.

We will survive... this and that.

Kebiasaan Baru

"New Norm.."

Sebenarnya, untuk certain orang lain this new norm , working virtually, working from home sudah menjadi kebiasaan.

Tapi bukan untuk kebanyakkannya.

I found its easier when working from home. Cumanya bila something were scheduled, memang kena focus on screen agak payah untuk menghadap home task. 

Kadang-kadang, anak terberak la. Sedangkan tengah dalam conference call. 

Lapar la, nak perhatian la.

And you don't have helper at home.

Mencanak la ya kita multitasking.

But , alhamdullilah for all the time given and flexibility of time.

Inilah dia nikmat yang kita tak pernah tahu dan rasa jika selama ni memang kerja di pejabat 9 pagi - 6 petang.

Yang sudah menjadi surirumah, dulu memang 100% focus pada rumahtangga, ada yang sudah berkerja semula. Dan apabila sudah work from home kadang-kadang bukan 50% - 50% work and chores delegation.

Kadang-kadang 10%-90% , 80%-20%.

Tapi the best thing is, anak-anak kita dekat dengan kita. Its about us and family to adjusting with the situation.

Anak boleh diajar untuk memahami dan kita boleh mengajar diri kita untuk memberi waktu bila perlu. Walaupun sedang sibuk dalam kerja sendiri.

Alhamdullilah.

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